Sunday, 22 September 2024

Post 25

 

New Jersey

    Maybe it’s due to having four or five mental illnesses, but very often I feel so disgusted by myself and I feel like I never want anyone to speak to or see me again. Recently I felt this way and I went to the most secluded part of Baker Wetlands I know, and just sat there for half an hour maybe. Like, I just want to give in and never leave my room and let what life I have fall apart completely.

    Why do I say this? I don’t know. Perhaps I worry I will never be understood so I put this out into the internet hoping that maybe some stranger will find it, I guess. What good does that do me? I don't know that either.

     Oh but whatever, one nice thing is going outside and looking around. Summer ended yesterday, so here's some nice photos from it. Some of these photos are from my trip to the east, Delaware, Pennsylvania, New Jersey and New York.

Lecompton-Perry bridge, built 1970






    "Lord Stay With Us The Light is Coming" Found in an antiques store in Finley Lake, New York, an area with a lot of catholic German immigrants in the mid 19th century. My great great great grandfather Benjamin Allgeier was one of them. He settled in Greene Township Pennsylvania, about 15 miles southwest of this store.
Somewhere around NY-PA border

Also somewhere around NY-PA border, young forest


Osprey Nest



 
 
Salt Marsh Sunset



    Life is good!




Post 31

      I started to write something about how much I love riding my bike at night to put up on the blog. The basic draft went like this:     ...